What more can i do?
Fuck this shit. I knew everything i did will never be right in your eyes. Am never be good enough for you, am i? Im just a person and i won’t be perfect. All i can do is just , made you mad. Yes. I did everything wrong. I’m sorry for all of the mistakes i’ve made. But, if crying for you and because of you is the only thing i could do right in your eyes, i’ll do it,...
Naa yayy i tell you, from now on, if you didn’t took me seriously, if you didn’t took my every move seriously, you wouldn’t have me anymore.…
A broken trust
Babe. Did you ever think, why did i do everything you told me to do? Why i was soooo scared when you got mad at me? Why am i always told you everything happens to me and everything i did everyday? That’s all because i wanna made you believe in me. I try so hard to be better person. For you, for us, for this relationship. I’m yours. And i think it doesn’t matter for me if you have...
God, is it that hard to talk him? Umm, i mean, is it that hard for him to be serious when i talk to him? Rrghhh babe please, this is ours. Not only mine or yours. This is us, not me or you. I love you. So much. Too much. Is that clear enough to explain the reason why i think too much about everything in this relationship?…… I knew, everything will happen. What we could do is just plan it....
fashionsociety: why dont you just stay away from me. every single time we talk, i fall in love again with you. this sucks. its not like you’re gonna be there to catch me when i fall for you.
God, i’m too tired to not giving up. But, i’m too in love and it...
find someone who’ll bring you everything without you asked. But they just give because they want to. I’ve asked everything from you. And i’ll always. Why? Because you didn’t give me things i didn’t ask. And even when i ask for something, you still didn’t give me. Even if , it’s just to sit in front of me today. It hurts, you know……
Things aren’t going well this day. Honestly, this couple weeks. God, idk it’s wrong or not to think that he doesn’t love me as much as i did to love him. But ya, that’s what i’ve saw lately. Kalau diumpamakan, he’s the old me now. I knew, God. Karma’s truly exist. And now it has exist in my life. Sesakit inikah? The craziest thing i’ve done is,...
something just back as well as it used to be, and now, its goneeeeeeee again
i learned from a film and a novel, “cari orang yang mau memberi apapun tanpa kamu yang minta, tapi mereka yg kasih.”
Ini namanya pacaran yg gaada romantis-romantisnya